Missing

"I began to understand something. There's no one to blame. There's nothing to blame. There shouldn't even be a need to question. He had his choices and i had mine. We all have our freedom to decide. We all have our prefence to experience. I've forgiven him for leaving. I've forgiven myself for staying, and i've forgiven life for creating this drama of birth and death."

My bestfriend lost her uncle today, and i felt really sad about it. But overall, there must be a time for saying goodbye to the one you loved. Someday. 

From my phone, 

Otw to my grandma's house 

14:02 

Xx

Autumn Wipe Out!

Yeayyyyyyyyyyyyy! finally, autumn is coming, and #autumnwipeout is going to held soon!

mark your time, Saturday, 22 December 2012 at Ninotchka:)) 

 

there will be garage sale and the items are all amazing(and cheap too).

you can eat the 'goodfoods' while you are see the garage items(lava cake, chiken cordon bleu, macaroons are so recommended) the taste are sooooo great and you gonna love the decorations inside the cafe. 

Sonia Eryka(as the owner) also invite another bloggers to sell their own second items too:))

make sure to noted the date and don't get lost(the streets are a little bit tricky)

ohya, their also give you free ginger bread cookies for this month(it's because christmas!)

ninotchka featured on femina magazine

for more info;

instagram: @ninotchka_jkt

or mention 

twitter: @ninotchka_jkt

and click to see Sonia Eryka's( the owner of Ninotchka) blog: 

Sonia Eryka

precious lessons.

YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! 
it's December and only a week before christmas:)) 
and it's been a long time since my last post(on august) 
hmm, many things happened(very many!)
disini gue cuma pengen cerita beberapa hal, lebih tepatnya pelajaran yang udah gue dapet belakangan ini, dan gue harap dari pengalaman gue, bisa jadi pelajaran buat kalian.

1. selfish
gue yakin(banget!) pernah disatu saat kita semua tuh marah dan ngerasa kalo orang lain tuh EGOISSSSSSSSSSSS banget. oke mungkin bener, lawan bicara/debat kita emang egois banget. tapi coba deh, just take some time, think and realize that everyone must have their own positive and negative side. sampe kapan sih kita cuma liat sisi negative orang doang, mau selamanya gak punya temen?:p jadi coba deh berfikir maju dan tentunya jangan mikirin diri sendiri doang, diri kita juga punya kelemahan kan?:)) 

2. think positive. 
oke, gue pasti akan selalu ngulang kalimat ini, 'think positive, think positive, think positive!' kalo bisa gue nge-copas dan ngebuat halaman blog gue penuh dengan kalimat ini deh, hahaha. satu pikiran negatif bisa ngancurin 100000 hal positif. Jujur aja, gue juga susah kok mikir positif disaat segalanya negatif, tapi pleaseeeee jangan takutin hal yang belum tentu terjadi, just believe, if it meant to be, it will be.

3.YOLO. [do positive things]
yap! You Only Live Once. gue bukannya gak setuju loh sama lagunya wiz kalifa. yap, kita memang masih muda, dan kita sendiri tau hidup kita cuma 1 kali doang. Tapi coba deh pikir, 'gimana ya kalo misalkan hidup gue dipenuhin sama hal-hal positif?' selain itu sehat buat mental kita, itu juga tambahin upah kita di surga. Gak usah yang ribet-ribet kok! coba dari hal-hal kecil, jangan beli hal-hal karna napsu semata doang, misalnya. Gue gak bilang kalo kita gak boleh gosipin orang, ngatain orang dll. Karna itu susah(dan gue juga ga bisa!hahaha) tapi coba dari hal-hal kecil. yaaa, many things outside yang lu gak perhatiin dan butuhin kalian. so please, open your eyes and start to loving and caring the others.


4. above all, don't EVER lose hope. 
pernah gak sih, denger pepatah yang ngomong: 'when the world says, 'give up', hope whispered, 'try it one more time..' yap! maka itu disini gue bilang jangan pernah hilang harapan. ya emang sih kadang pas kita gagal dan jatuh dari sesuatu kita kecewa, bahkan nyerah. Yakali, masa kalian nyoba sesuatu tapi langsung WOW tanpa ada kegagalan apapun? tapi coba deh percaya and try it one more time. karena kita gak tau kan, apa yang akan terjadi nanti?:)) 'she believed she could, so she did'

#TIMDlive concert 03/08/12

heyyyyyyyy everyone!
today i will sharing my experience about His concert, This Is My Destiny Concert:)) 

 the golden tickets.

 got this cute keychain, thank u HOTK youth! thank u God:D

Heidi Awuy with her harp:))

Delon with his great voice <3<3

The concert was so amaziiiiiiiiiiiiiing:)) we were very cheerful to worship Him:)) i feel blessed, cause i got the perfect seat yesterday:D<3 Delon idol and Heidi Awuy participating with they great talent, too<3 i've been sick since wednesday(01/08/12) but with God, all things are possible. He eliminated all my doubt and worries about that. thank God:D

This is where i belong, this is my DESTINY.:)) 

this picture(s) are taken by me, at Nafiri Confetion Hall, Central Park. 

enjoy!

XOXO

04/08/12

20:17 

Heart Of The King

THIS IS MY DESTINY.

Heart Of The King First Live Worship Concert with DELON&HEIDI AWUY.

Friday, August 3rd 2012-18.00 WIB.

NAFIRI CONVENTION HALL @CENTRAL PARK JAKARTA.

Tickets avaible at 2 prices: 25rb for student and youths. 50rb for parents and adults.

Contact person: 08788254512(Cheryl)

 

nb: just come and enjoy, u'll never be regret.!:)) u can also buy this ticket from me, just send me a email to: rara.panda@hotmail.com

xoxo
22/07/2012
18:53 

randomly shot(s)

this is my randomly shot(s), yeah i've been really busy since i went to school last week. but huray, i just randomly captured part of my life. fyi, the rainbow cake is made by my friends, and the happy news is we're gonna post tutorial of making rainbow cake, say huray!:)) just wait and don't go anywhere, loveya<3 btw i'm a hello kitty stuff collector!:p

and here's my new-est photo:)) 

xoxo 

21/07/12 

22:30

Quote of the day.

hello, it's been a long time since my last post.
enjoy!:))

“In me there is darkness,
But with You there is light;
I am lonely, but You do not leave me;
I am feeble in heart, but with You there is help;
I am restless, but with You there is peace.
In me there is bitterness, but with You there is patience;
I do not understand Your ways,
But You know the way for me.”

“Lord Jesus Christ,
You were poor
And in distress, a captive and forsaken as I am.
You know all man’s troubles;
You abide with me
When all men fail me;
You remember and seek me;
It is Your will that I should know You
And turn to You.
Lord, I hear Your call and follow;
Help me.”

– Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Letters and Papers From Prison
fyi, this post is originally posted by indescribable
just click and u gonna find another amazing photo(s) and quotes.
happy saturday and happy fasting for those who celebrate it!:))

life's good

whenever he could, he sought out a new road to travel. He had never been to that ruined church before, in spite of having traveled through those parts many times. The world was huge and inexhaustible; he had only to allow his sheep to set the route for a while, and he would discover other interesting things. The problem is that they don't even realize that they're walking a new road everyday. They don't see that the fields are new and seasons change. All they think about is just only food and water. - Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist. 


everyday i went to school, ate breakfast, studied, learned something new about history, maths, economy. i just do what i usually do, not what i wanna do. i don't care about the others. i didn't care about something new. i didn't care about the other things except 'that' things. when life's should be useful, colourful and fun, i just running in the same circle. and now i realized about that fact; yeah, life's good.

Sonia Eryka's birthday present!:D

hello everyoneeeeeee!
happy holiday for those people who's (finally) finished ur exam test, just say hurayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:D:D
i pretty sure for you guys don't wanna waste ur holiday with useless activity, right?
sooooooooooo, jerengjengjengjenggg...
you guys know sonia eryka moe? yes, she is one of indonesia's talented blogger and tommorow's her birthday.
the suprise part is; she and Ariamall gonna celebrate it together and they're gonna have a very fun giveaway relating her birthday tommorow!:))
why it called 'fun giveaway?' yes, it because you guys are gonna have FUN and EASY way for winning that birthday giveaway, huray:D
you just need to surf www.ariamallindo.com then pick the best present that u think will suits her perfectly:D

After you chose what you think the best for Sonia's birthday present, what u need to do is:

1. Twitpic the product and tweet "I choose *product name* from @ARIAMALLINDO for your birthday present, @SoniaEryka! #SoniaBdayPresent"

2. Upload the product on your Facebook with the same format above

3. Leave a comment her post, example:

Name: Sonia Eryka
Email: soniaeryka@yahoo.com
I choose Pine Skirt to be your birthday present! Because ...................
link: http://www.ariamall-indonesia.com/Front/Product/?url=Product&product_no=SFSELFAA0000893&main_cate_no=MAIN_2&display_group=1

she'll pick 3 winners, 1 for the best present that you choose, 2 for the highest number of ur tweets.
the highest votes of present that u choose gonna be her birthday present, and she'll send you(giveaway winners) the dress from Ariamall , and she'll pick the winners on 22th june 2012. No need to type multiple entries on her post, just tweet as much as u can:) easy, right?:D


psstt, u guys are challenging me too:D:D
xx 
more info please go to sonia's blog: soniaeryka.blogspot.com

little thing called dreams.

hello, maybe this is my last post until 2weeks. yah, it's 2 days before until the finale exams.
i'll trying my best from now, and.. i'm frustated. but overall, my weakness is on maths. Yes, maths is sucks. i don't understand why we must keep trying to find x, anywhere. and it's killing me slowly.
OKAYYY!
forget about that sucks for a while. let's we talkin' about my new  item<3 

yes, it's a dream catcher. you know, dream catcher is help yourself to get over from bad dreams. just only take this dream catcher around your bad, and say hello to good dreams!
i bought it at Puri Indah Mall yesterday and it's only 50k. i love the unique design of this dream catcher, and the colours too.
Honestly, i don't hope anything too much. i don't really believe anything about myths. just a little.

XX
30/05/2012
21:49

forever young

friendship isn't one big thing. it's a million little things

22/03/12 i'm turned sixteen and that day is my unforgettable moments from my entire life

my birthday-rainbow cake<3

my girls<3

actually, i have a photo with my boy-friends too. But i can't upload cause' the brightness of that picture is very bad.
Selvi, Stella, Sheila, Tasia, Sidney, Yessi, Iren, Ipen, Julia, Nia, Cheryl, Grace, Icel, Leon, Chandra, Windy, Vinsen, Marsya, Rere. 
i love you guys. as a family.
thankyou! friendship never ends!<3
28.05.12
20:29
all photos is taken by Agustina Selviana. She's young, pretty and super talented photographer.
check her picture out:
http://www.facebook.com/agustina.selviana

hege-logo!

hege-logo! yes it mean hello!:))
it's been sooooo long from my last post(february). lately, i'm just busy with all my activities, and (of course)still trying to make a novel. But from today i will continue-ing my novel project with my super cute partner(and my bestfriend too), Patricia Yessi. Fyi, Yessi is a super adorable, cute, smart and talented person at writing and public relation. She is my debate partner too!:)) [you can imagine how smart is she] yesss, we gonna make a duetto novel!:D and i'm still trying to make a cover with my guitar and make-up tutorial video(never give upppp!>.<), preparing for my mid-test(1june until 7june), wish me luckkkk!<3 uhmm.. Anw,yesterday, me and my sister was planned about doing english lesson together(yeah, i know my english accent was soooo bad:() last but not least, my bestfriend Fransiskus Ipen, winning a door prize from my school anniversary party and it's IPAD 2! hurayyyyyyyyy:D yeah, i know ipen didn't hope too much before(a little bit negative thinking about this party and of course the door prize), but amazingly he's winning a door prize. I'm soooooooooooooo happy, and i think ipen too.
Ipen is a super talented boy especially at drawing and writing. here is one of ipen's creation.

cute eh?:p visit ipen's deviantArt:
f-xavier.deviantART.com enjoy!
XOXO 28.05.12 19:51

hello everybody

hello! today was a super tiring and longggggg day. but, be the best version of you. cause life is once, gift the best that you can do:)

PS: 2morrow i'll be write about food. wait ya:)) LOVE, xx

market plaza day!

mau beli barang berkualitas?
sukaaa banget sama barang2 murah but unique and high quality?
sekarang itu smua gak cuma mimpi loh!:p
karena akan ada Market Plaza Day *dance*

be happy ladies!
love,
xx

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